Healing behind the dates— Year one-Part one

(5 days)

She walked in with a purpose, to get what was needed. She took steps behind the line, the approach proceeded. Sarcasm, smart remarks, we’re all said and pleaded. She ignored and went on, but through the window, one was still speaking. Exchanged familiarity, the connection was made, but she didn’t know what she was seeing, but yet still she stayed. What was it that she believed that made her sway, that kept her engaged, missing one letter, started a whole new wave.

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(1st days)

The words and the awareness, she finally felt heard finally felt some fairness. It was so easy, it was pure, it was so mutual not even a lure. No hesitation, no wavering, just interactions that left her savoring. Organic vibes, organic moments, nothing to revealing. It was an organic atonement, as she was in the process of healing…from a moment that left her broken and all she wanted was to live a life, without concealing. It was laughter, it was the unseen, she knew things could go faster, if nothing intervened. There was a warmness there that let her speak freely. She shared one was in deep like but knew ideally, one wouldn’t wait for a such a being generally, they would be ok, but lust wise, not really.

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(1st month)

It came like a wind, it came with different little spin. She got her first download and didn’t know how to decipher if it was something she was suppose to pin…in on. As she looked out, the interpretation she was getting, was running long. She started to get a little weary due to the event that robbed one, of what belonged. Anger and assumption was very much expected, she even wondered if she was being suspected. Did this happened because one did something wrong? She couldn’t let this move her, she knew if this was to go sideways it’s because God was removing her and that was her protection.

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(2 months)

She created a gesture something she didn’t normally do, she extended her hand to see what one would do. Carried on with the movement she wanted to prove…if taking time with a being was purposeful for her to do. Connect them with the faces that brought her to be, make the introduction quickly to see if one would move and be free. It was a gesture to gain insight if flags were on the loose, it was a gesture to gain perspective if it was her call to entertain one’s truth. But, nothing really unfolded in a sense of an alarm, few words were spoken, but nothing of no harm, that came later, along with the strong-arm.

God showed her the view, God showed her what to do. “When the connection is broken, it’s because you didn’t do what you were suppose to do. Now you will look at this image with blind eyes, falling into cue, falling into deception, and there will be battles that you will lose. So take heed to the warning that was bestowed upon you. When you look back, just know a lot of words will have you confused.”