Walking a straight line

It can be a beautiful moment to just know, just go with the flow and get caught up in the bliss…hoping to never miss out on the essences of enjoyment and vibes that are heaven sent. But what happens when you do?

What happens when you stare at the image that continues to look back at you? Question you…put pressure on you and make you feel that you aren’t breaking thru?

It can be extremely hard and frustrating implementing your ideas and reaching your goals, when living in world where success is measured by the waving of man-made flag poles. And even though you know, you have a calling that keeps whispering…’its time to unfold’ the anxiety of the possible ‘what ifs’ keeps you still and your eyes closed.

It seems unfair and cruel sometimes when you reflect and notice how carefully you walked that straight line, in hopes that the reward would come, and it be divine. But it never did. Now you feel stuck and left to bid on what seems left over. This world has deemed you older and now your heart seems colder. Constantly looking over your shoulder of what you left behind, all because you were determined to walk that straight line and you have yet to experience that feeling of calling this ‘mine.’

Passing you by, leaving you to cry, leaving you to isolate and hibernate, away from your own potential, only to be consider by others as ‘mental.’ Its can be very detrimental to be placed in a box with no lock, staring at the same bare walls for years and forever looking at the clock. And the whole time you had the power, the purpose, to step out and do more than just watch. Sometimes all you need to do is just knock and see what happens…we can place our own selves in boxes filled with a million stop watches, and various forms of imaginary locks and a mirror of the view that is trying to stop us…

Walking that ‘consider straight line’ will have you hating that image that continues to look back at you. It will simply have you hating the image of you…